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Apologia

There is no easy
way to say what
i want to say and

No easy way
to go back to
where we started.

i know we are in
a different place.
A place i have

never been with
someone i want
so very much.

i fear making a
mess of this thing
i want for us

By trying to be
someone i am not:
To keep pressure

away from you
i put pressure on
me, and it results

in sarcasm and
innuendo – words
that fall flat.

I fear the worst –
that the more i
try to hang on –

the more you
will turn away.
All i ever wanted

was to say
three simple words
and for us to

Live happily
ever after:
I love you.

Completely.
Unconditionally.
Endlessly.