Weather

I don’t know if
I miss you more
when the days
are warm
and sunny. or
when the days
are cold and rainy.

The rain suits
my mood and
I feel your loss
more deeply,
while the sun
makes me
optimistic that

you will return
with your smile
that lights the
room and warms
my soul, and
makes me happy.
I want to dance

but I can’t hear
the music.
I want to laugh
but I can’t find
my humor.
I want to love,
but you took

my heart and
I don’t know if
I will ever again
care if the days
are warm
and sunny, or
cold and rainy.