this is on
you, not me.
you need
control to
keep pain
away. so
strong is
your need
you push
love away
rather than
risk losing
control.
last night
you invented
a reason to
push me
away – a word
taken out of
context
after half
a night
talking
about your
strength.
affirming
your
control.
one day I
hope you
will know
this truth:
love is
about
losing
control
and
strength
is about
realizing
control
is
only
an
illusion.